Back home. As I already told you, I must be home for lunch. We all must. It is the only moment during the week that we share all together. Even Mario is coming since a few weeks. We have a big table in the dining room, and anyone could guess that we eat there. But we don’t. It’s just… big. Too big. We prefer to squeeze around the round friendly little table in the kitchen. Dad normally sits close to the fridge. Mom sits next to him, in front of the window, facing the view of the sunflowers in our garden. We four just sit wherever. I like to sit close to mom, I also enjoy the sunflowers. Today we have chicken and roasted potatoes. Mom, dad and Mario are having a glass of red wine. I think I’ll have some juice, and maybe I’ll take some for Candy and Lauren as well.
You already know Candy: she sleeps in the orange bed next to mine -which, as you know, is yellow-, and shares with me the smiley sun hanging on our bedroom wall. Lauren has his own room in front of ours. It is blue, not too big, and it has a big scalextric covering the floor from the door to his bed. But now it is lunch time and we are all in the kitchen, sitting around our friendly table. And Candy doesn’t really seem to be enjoying the juice, she can’t stop coughing. Maybe… Better not to think of that. She’s coughing because of the juice, there’s no other reason. And the medical revision this afternoon will be fine, as it has been for the last few months. I just hate it so much when she coughs… I can’t help thinking of those stupid days. The hospital manager should really think of getting a new catering for the cafeteria. Yes, those days were more than stupid, they were… I couldn’t stand seeing her that way, pale, weak, lying in bed; no eating, no sleeping. But those days are gone. And the revision will be okay.
Everything will be fine. That’s what mom’s eyes are saying right now, while we clear the table. I can’t wait until we get to the doctor. I just want him to tell us it is okay, just a cold, maybe even to laugh at us for getting so concerned. Yes, that will be it. We’re worried because of nothing. And now we better go upstairs and start getting ready to go out. I think I’ll wear my yellow dress. And I know mom will pick the green one for Candy, she loves the way it matches with the reddish lights on her brown curly hair. It is so cold in my bedroom…
-So, ladies, are we ready?- Mom’s got a master in hiding her feelings within a smile.
-Are we going to the zoo today?- That was Candy.
-To the zoo? Do you want to go to the zoo?
-Yes mom, I always want to go to the zoo, how do I have to tell you?
-Okay, okay. I promise we will go.
-Now?
-I’m afraid not… Dr. Ende wants to see you today. But we can go to the zoo any other day.
-What? Dr. Ende again? Mom, I really think we must get him a friend. He shouldn’t be hanging out with seven year olds all the time. I don’t know if I should really keep meeting him… I mean, it was okay for a couple of times, but what if he is falling in love?
-It’s okay, darling. It won’t take us more than ten minutes. And I’ll make him clear that I won’t let you marry until you’ve finished Primary School.
I sat on the front seat of our car, fastened my seatbelt and started biting my nails. “It won’t take us more than ten minutes”, that’s what she had just said. I wish with all my might she’s right.